GOD.........                                               GOD-01.TXT
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       If you have come to believe in the existence of that which most people
       call "God(dess)" and have thought about this much, you come to seeing /
       understanding that "God(dess)" is greater that the creations "God(dess)"
       has created.

       I do not believe in "God(dess)", I KNOW that "God(dess)" IS !

       At my initiation as a disciple of Muktananda, my Guru, he filled me with 
       the Divine Energy called Shakti in the East, awakened my Kundalini 
       Energy and I "died" [ceased to exist as a separate "soul"] and merged
       into and became "God(dess)".
       [some would say this as became a part of "God(dess)", but those words do
       not and can not explain what happened as well as stating I became
       "God(dess)".]

       This "situation" existed for an certain unmeasurable time period 
       [not a long one] and I re manifested here as a separate "soul".
       However I no longer was the SAME PERSON ANYMORE, especially inside !

       On that one day, that one "happening" changed my whole life, changed
       who I was to the extent that when my Guru offered me a new name, 
       I accepted the new name of ganashyam from him and immediately went forth
       and legally changed my name to ganashyam. 
       I was not longer who I had been at all !

       "God(dess)" is not understandable by a limited human mind.
       
       A preacher who stands up in his church, before his people, and tells 
       you he understands God, knows God and knows what God wants you to do is
       an ignorant fool. His intentions may be good but he is still an ignorant
       fool, for God(dess) is so vast, so complex, that the limited human can 
       not even contemplate God let alone know and understand God.
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       "Listen, you can not see God, intuit God, feel God, understand God.
       You especially can't have insight into God. 
       YOU CAN ONLY LIVE GOD !"
       -- Written by a young Enlightened Being..
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       "Living God" is merging with God, and becoming God.
       When this happens the limited human mind ceases to exist.

       -- ganashyam das